as i wrote in my article in of my friend's blog , need to fil-up the emptiness by honoring God .
wow, it was easy when i dishonored God years back ..... i have my own solution to every emptiness or problem i have but trust me , i ''reaped'' rubbish after any of the decision i made ..... now i thank God, as hard it is, as hurt as i am, i know im having gracious life .....
for one of obvious result,now im gaining weight .... in 2006-2007 and middle of 2008 , i was as skinny as my second sister ..... i lost 22 kg overall ..... thats the result of continuous stress even after getting the solution on track .......
my pocket never been empty .... my wardrobe were filled up with new clothes and shoes every month ...... i seldom staying alone in the house, i always out having fun ..... my study was in a mess , failed my economic exam like more 3 times .....
school fees always in debt because of my shophaholic attitude ...... i lost all my local friends . up to this moment, i never asked the reason they left me aside but deep down in my heart i know.. its ok ive forgave them only we cant be back as friends anymore .. each of us is having different life now ...
yada-yada-yada .... on and on of the stories .... lets focus on the good side because now im the type of person looking at the life as beautiful as it is .... i look through it with my heart not head .. with head, i could even destroy anything that i have so better still view the world through my heart .. chewaaaaah ~
as im jobless and in need of job, i had 2 interviews last week, one is from naim cendera company and samling company ...
the naim cendera company was an easy interview, given tips by victor how should i answer some question when they asks . they do like me but they will only inform me about the confirmation by end of this month. the interviewer advised me '' stay be yourself and polish a bit, surely other companies would like to hire you. u can go ahead with other companies but do inform us so that we would bring out your name from our lists'' ... kira 70% accepted la tu
the offer wasnt really outstanding but i do love retailing industries because the post they were offering me is '' admin assist'' for its new mall called permy mall . only end of this year it would be open.
the Samling company interview was the hardest ever . i need to answer MBTI before the lady interviewing me then after evaluation throught my personality and resume, she advised me to go for internal auditor post . i got shocked and i rejected it softly in my heart . however, she is good, she perceived my face expression. then she offered me Human resource executives at one of its factory at kuala baram. therefore, it leads to another test, ''situational test'' to test my understanding on HRM. it required me to answered it within 30 mins. i successfully answer it all except the warning letter ... lol ... my brain was stucked on the format
well... well.... wild wild west ...... she said i shouldnt worry, she likes me only that she needs to check if the kuala baram is available for me .... leeeeeeeeeeeeeeer ... i thought there is already a post for me ...
whatever is it ... i just surrender it unto God ... im back to honor God and God knows my needs .. He shall provide
** after the stressful interview i went through, i was surprised with the front view of the company ... its a bone statue of a dinosaur ... i bet the found the bone there but very funny .. it make me giggled .. see told ya, i see the world beautiful as it is .. thats the different between heart full of sorrow with heart full of hopes
** i went for the morning interview so i joined my dad and sister for early breakfast like 6 - 6.15am .... i was mesmerized at malaysian really enjoyed their breakfast .. they would eat heavy food like kolo mee or claypot noodle .. just like the boy with the turquoise coloured top bowing his head down straight to his plate trying to finished up the kolo mee. trust me, he ate it within 7 mins only ..... gessss it scared me. i took his pic as an evidence
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