i remember when i used not to think of future much , i had the best time of my life .
i step out from my house to my uni with the thought ' the day would be the best'. i put on my best dress, put on some make-up, poke headset into my ears and walk with the rhythm of my song playlist from my phone. last year '' what is love'' by jennifer lopez was my fav song to listen while walking.
i came back to home in the evening with weary body and mind after faced a lot of arguments in class or assignment or just being tired after long hour classes. but my spirit lifted up and still going to sleep and wake-up tomorow doing the same thing and having the same confident.
yesterday, as my level of depression is shooting too high, i tried to recognize the core of the depression. taaaaa-daaaaaaaaaaaaaa ~~~~~ im worried too much about tomorow so im depressed today .
my mind travel too faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar to the future while tagging my joy with it and left my today with sadness ...
pri , please comes back to today because today is present, a gift to be enjoy.
i do not know how my day would be today or tomorow. i do not know if i still travels my mind that far but i do HOPE and PRAY i would be great today to face tomorow
i miss my victor friggin much .. i regret i never tell him how much i appreciate him through my actions and my words .. i just hope it wont be too late for me to tell him .. i miss him
i decided to see doctor about my migraine . im waiting for my dad to pick me up
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