no harm being normal in valentine day

yerp box of love shaped candy indicates valentine's day..

im 25 years on 16th february .. YES !!!! 2 days after valentine day... people usually wrap one gift for my birthday and vals. day... i dun like it but what to do .. theres way my friend can save up...
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its been 4 times im in a relationship within 25th years(including my high school puppy love), i never had proper or i can call it no valentine day experience.. if anyone hears this.. no one believe it happened to me ..

this year im kinda in a serious relationship.. i was asking my bf his plan for valentines day.. he gave me sarcastic answer... i was a bit shocked but i understand he is not the type that celebrates it..


the only thing i hate to hears from him was '' pri , why do you want to follow people... you typical malaysian girl likes to compare yourself with others..why everything has to get me involves in what you want to try ..why dun you do charity on that day, u give out all your toys and shoes to the needy one.. dun be stingy just want to celebrate it alone with me.. there is no need to celebrate it as long as you know i love you'' ................. panas saya dengar tu ..........

i never want to follow the people around me , i was just wondering how does it feels being given gifts and being treat like a princess that day ... i never force him to do so , i was just asking but he bombard me like there is not tomorow.. i want to be normal girl too although im off age to be call crazy teenagers..

it took me 2 days to cool down after he said that but in the end i can see the truth beyond his answer. then i went for care group, my leader delivered simple but very meaningful speech on valentines day and cny.. what she was saying '' let show love to people that we call our loves one , does not mean u and ur bf only , u can celebrates it with your friends.. bring your friend out or anyone that u never close with''..

i was inspired by her speech .. i decided to invite my friends to g out on valentines day .. maybe have dinner then watch movie .. like cliche celebration

suddenly, last tuesday..... my bf came and discussed about valentines day plan ...

i told him that i want to celebrate with my friend.. he stopped me with a question '' who is it ??''

i stunned for a while and ask myself '' who should i invite??'' .... most of my friend they are not occupied too that day ... they won't ever let their valentines day be empty like i did..

in the end , my bf said we should do something ... and he leaves it to me on the plan because he is kinda broke...thats the reason he said all those stupid preach of him..

im actually don't know what to do because he got me at first and i don't have expereinced on this... maybe dinner then will decide what to do next after we eat :D .. we seldom go out together because of school works and other commitment, tomorow is the day we will mark as our first valentines day together and i pray we will have fun..

i will updates it after tomorow

p.s boys don't ever let your girl feel bad when the requests something ... if u can't do it just tell her straight that u can't but ever let your word hurt her..

xoxo

my body life cycle

i checked out my spam's inbox in my email today and found diet.com mails for me.i wonder why it directed the mails to spam inbox. no wonder all this while i didn't see any updates from the diet.com blog. u guys could try it tho . cool website to know healthy food and healthy lifestyle.

it reminds me how i was before i joined that website.

i was desperately want to reduce my weight back on 2006-2007. i purposely spend all my money so that i wont have desire to eat. i have pretty shoes and bags but not pretty body and soul. its killing me.

until one day, i vomited in our campus tv room while we were having debate meeting. i was stressed with the debate issue that they were discusiing and i was weary with the lifestyle im leading. 3 days back, i keep eating only maggie mee a day, thats explained why my puke was all out of rotten noodle :P . i stil remember how pius, marion and ola cleaned up the tv room for me.

since that particular embarrasing day, im not sure if my debates member remember that moment, anyway, i shared with my cousin, rainy about my problem. i don't eat much but i still fat !!! she said 'don't let your self face the eating disorder issue'' ...i was like ... huh ??? eating disorder?? me ??? me and my friend used to make fun of it but now i can consider myself as one ???? i was freaking scared.

rainy introduced me diet.com. i joined and started to read some of the member blogs. i only started with some basic rules . i decided not to go for crush diet because its kinda scary and i was staying in the hostel no fridge to store only fresh fruits.

my basic starts was ::
1. drink warm water only. especially when u just woke up and about to sleep because that the time the warm water will cleanse toxin in your body. toxin is the one that make your body feel unhealthy and heavy.

2.eat small portion of your normal food but with balanced meals.

3. if you go for crush diet or heavy diet on the weekdays, reward yourself with your favourite food on weekend. however, dun over do it ok ! :P

4.no junk food !!!!!!!

its kinda hard when i started to do this but well since 2008-2009, i slimmed down. now ... ermmmm .... kinda growing bigger tho. as for now i have my own experimentto do too. that would be continue in my another blog session.

back to my story, i don't really do workout such as gymning or jogging . im toooooooooo lazy to do such but i can see a good result when i always do dancing with my friends in the party or dance class. you can have fun while sweating.

most important things, u want to slim down is for your own sake for your own health not to impress anyone. when you trying to impress anyone with your changes usually it always hurt u and u feel like u r failing. it is better u do it for your own satisfaction, when u see mirror and realise on any changes, compliment yourself '' hey u look good now. keep it up''

everything starts from u not from others.



xoxo
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how i met your mother?

its not my story of meeting someone's mom.as i was boring just being at home , i mean my new room because ive moved, i watched season two of HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER? series completes. Amazing right, i never been this determined to finish up a movie while being alone but this series really catches my eyes and heart.

its an american series.The show was created by Craig Thomas and Carter Bays. As a framing device, the main character, Ted Mosby (Josh Radnor, with narration by Bob Saget in the year 2030 recounts to his son and daughter the events that led to his meeting their mother, which explains the title and allows for a narration in the past tense. How I Met Your Mother's other main characters are Marshall Eriksen (Jason Segel), Robin Scherbatsky (Cobie Smulders), Barney Stinson (Neil Patrick Harris), and Lily Aldrin (Alyson Hannigan).The show was recently renewed for a sixth season.

i haven't figured out who is ted mosby' wife in the series tho but i have learned a lot from the series.

my favourite character in the series is barney or swarley. he is just crazy, bubbly, LEGENDARY~ and awesome as he proclaimed himself in the series. he does not care about relationship with any women, he is enjoying his single life with his friends that searching for 'THE ONE', Ted Mosby, lily and marshall which is married couple after 10 years of relationship and robin, yeah the confused character about being serious in a relationship.

i always laughing out loud whenever i watch them. they crack stupid joke , torture each other mentally and physically however they still love each other no matter what they faced or felt. barney will always being with his friend at the bar although he can't stand the lame couple conversation from lily and marshal. ted is still marshall's housemate for long years even when marshal got married. robin is the assistant of lily, wherever lily goes, she will follow in giving advices and accepting advices from lily. lily is the flower among the thorns. she is the mother of all of them.

this is the kind of friendship that i want and pray for . its too much of reality tho , nothing to be dreamt about it but i haven't really secured in a bunch of friends coz im used to one on one kind of trust.

when i grow up, i would love to have their kind of friendship. have your own friends to hang out. no separation then look for another group of friends. thats so not good.

besides their friendship, i love the love that lily and marshall build. they have been for quite long then broke up for a while because of the wedding preparation stress then they become together again with the courage of their friend. barney bought lily's ticket to go home because he couldn't stand marshall keep mourning at the bar and tell story about lily. ted and robin as the middle person of lily and marshall . even during the wedding . it was a disaster before it starts but all of them making it beautiful outisde the reception hall to make the bribes feel good about the imperfect plan of the wedding.

it open my eyes about american society. all this while ive hearing watching and reading how american being open in relationship as in they don't really believe in long lasting love. no offense tho. but in this series, lily and marshall love is really bring out the old school of long lasting relationship is working.

my favourite part so far is season 3 episode 8. its portrays every human has its own bad habits then it portrays how 5 of them deal with it in the end, they just don't care about each other annoying habits. they live with it



from left : marshal, lily, ted, robin and barney