

i have phobia in making friends ..
usually i be friend with people because there is issue involved or we are placed in the same room or the person approached me first or if the person approached me in a brilliant way ..
not to blame my proud or kesombongong, its a phobia after betrayed my my best friend when i was 14 years old .. i cant really recalled hows d story but i still keep in touch with the girl but we r not really talking anymore, she just added me in fb and dats all .... LIFE !
HOWEVER, now seems like i have a lot friends, in my office , i have 2 pleaseant and cheerfull ladies to cheer my working hours, in church i have bountiful blessing from the youth and after-university-life i have like 2 still remain best friend which we contacted , gossiped ( cant avoid that) and love each other conditionaly ...
our life without friends are like eye-shadows make-up without compact double layered face powder. still can go on but would fade away because of sweat
but be careful in choosing best friend or in pouring out your heart or secret .... not all people care about it , they just want to know and laugh at your back
xoxo