im not old yet :P

like usual i can't sleep and now is 8.25am . thank God for the technology because of the internet i can go through my fb and blogs. my amnesia is not the core point for this blog

im counting days to celebrates my 'in-coming-birthday-party-plan'. its my 25th birthday . it suppose to be big but i still can't promise to myself to throw the best party ever around my campus. i want a remarkable party before i leaves my campus life. well, we will see about that soon though. just get ready with your present. i <3 present soooooo much. loving the feeling. again , this party is not the issue here.

now land on the purpose of writting this blog:: WHAT HAVE I ACHIEVED WITHIN THIS 25 YEARS ??
glitter-graphics.com.. OK OK I know i suppose to ponder about it during the new year resolutions week.however, up to this point i haven't list down my resolutions, decided not to this year. just flow with what God wants me to do. aaaaaaaaaaaanymway,as i was checking on friends and relatives facebook pictures and updates, most of them has traveled around the world or has started to work and enjoy there own money.
glitter-graphics.commy life has been in malaysia only. even tho i went to the west malaysia few times but i haven't really enjoy the trip as in going to tourism spot. i missed a lot within this 25 years.

im the type of person that loves to stay at home but its only physically, my mind is actually has traveled to greenland or papua new genuie island. i really need to be firm and push myself to go out and have real fun not just by clubbing and go for dinner or cinema or shopping. there is a lot of thing to enjoy out there PRI.

my bf and i is playing to settle in UK ,.. maybe continue my master and work there. i have family around there to lean on as the starter. well they are coming this june to visit us here so thats the time i will discuss with them what should i do on that plan.thats not the only place that i will go but there few places i would love to visit such as


the Mediterranean island


look at the fresh tulips with my own eyes in Holland


witness with my eyes on the wonders on of the worlds


experiences the colourfull culture if india


even dipping my body into the clear crystal water of pulau sipadan, Sabah, Malaysia

fhewwwwwwww.... i have a lot of places still to be reach yet. till then, anyone that is generous enough to treat me for the trips, just buzz me ..lol~

''the truth is out there'' X-FILES
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opposite gender as ur besties

when i was in my hometown, i have hommies which always comes to my house, chilling wit my families and lepaking at any cafes.. i only have very few babes..

now this kind of comfort zone sticks with me till i entered college.... there i go again having hommies ..

im more comfortable having them then having bunch of girls as my friend.. im very selective in having babes as my friend..as for now, i have few that i can lean on. lets mention some of my babes names by category (the category just for fun not to offense k babe):


1. my daily ''drugs'' : tericia , pamela, jenniey
2. my bubbly bee : felicia a.k.a renny, farrah, rhoda, neva
3. my newly xoxo : renni putri
4. my cookie in d jar: neesa, emelda, leona,
5. my housemate and ex housemate : amy, fenie (cik ikan ..lol~ wat a name), zulaika, pejah
6. and some names that i can't categorized it (sorry if ur name is not mentioned)

the issue now is , our partner as in our bf vs our hommies !!!!!! its hard to synchronize this two element..
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some people says dat opposite can't be besties coz it may leads to sumthing .... it might leads to something but thats how life is, deal wit it...not run from it. i love my hommies companionship whenever i go dey'll be there, no breaking up and making up period, just stay der as my friend no matter how we annoyed at each other.


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is it wrong being calculative in spending?

i was a shophaholic. im a shoes freak . i would buy at least two shoes in a months. not just a normal shoe but nice sexy shoe which i don't really wear it because i love it too much because i dun 1 it to b spoils :D

a small gathering made by my church, knocked my senses and nerves about being shopaholic. since then i decided to save up instead of buying things i WANT coz i believe i have NEEDS to be fullfill. i managed to get my pocket filled until the end of the months. i learned to sacrifice certain things, learned to be moderate and learn to be compromise. for example, i will be using certain amount of money in weeks then towards in the end when i get money from my dad, if i still have extra money then i will be using it to buy a shoe.

unfortunately, my family financial is a bit shaking for quite sumtime now. my high school fees and stuffs. i really calculating my expenses for not being broke. i failed few tyms

few days ago, i went to buy food stock and i was like forgone some stuffs to get other stuff. someone which is closed to me said that i shouldn't be that calculative or so called 'stingy' or has the ''poor people midset'' (no offense). i was trying to explain to him, i wasn't stingy but i was being calculative so that i still have money for this few days for any emergency or for other stuff. however, he is still saying dat i dun enjoy life by spending it for my needs. in the end, its ended to be a cold war between us.

ive been thinking ways to explain to him wats actually my purposes being this way. IM NOT DAMN STINGY but im just being save up. i will enjoy spending it when im ready to spend my extra money but not now when im having financial problem.