marriage law in malaysia really hurts a lot of people

NOW I UNDERSTAND HOW MOST OF MY FRIEND SUFFERED WHEN THEY FOUND THEIR LOVE OF THEIR LIFE 

THEY WERE HAVING RELIGION VIEW CONFLICTS . NOT TO SAY THEY CANT ACCEPT THEIR HUSBAND OR WIFE IS BELIEVING OTHER RELIGION BUT , THE FACT OF CHANGING IT BY FORCE MAKES THEM SUFFER. SOME OF THEM LOST THEIR FAMILIES, LOST THEIR FRIENDS, LOST THEIR FAITH AS WELL 

I CANT CHANGE MY BELIEF JUST BECAUSE OF MARRIAGE. 

I HAD TO SAY NO TWICE TO TWO GUYS WHOM REALLY LOVE ME JUST BECAUSE OF THIS BARRIER. I EVEN DON'T DARE TO START ANY RELATIONSHIP WITH THEM EXCEPT FRIENDSHIP.

ANYWAY, I ACCEPT THIS LAW WITH MY SINCERE HEART TOO .. IT MAY SURPRISED ME WITH A HIDDEN TREASURE BEYOND THE LAW 

ADIOS

im fat !

I may make it sounds terrible being fat . SORRY

Its just that it is very frustrating when i cant even wear my old clothe which is not too old (few months) because of my unhealthy lifestyle.

The thing is , i easily feel tired, craving for sweeties and stuff , etc .... When it hits this zone, i know my body is having health issue .. too much toxin and my metabolism is slowing down ...

Confession : This is all because of my junk food consumption as im working in the mall , shops are around . Besides, Ive started drinking beers ( not to debate on the cause) , i used not to drink beers , just liquor. After drinking beers, i usually craving for food ... so there it goes the story line of food and beverage line

This is the reason im so angry at myself

Here i would like to attached plus size model :

Chloe the plus size model

Kate dylon the plus size model

Enjoy

where are you ?

havent heard from victor for months now ....

never thought he would be this cruel being too silent ...

im out of word to express it ....... hehe

i still believe in this ... pri always bail out not this time

regards,

xoxo

If i ever have a baby

i promised to myself, if i never get married in the age of 32 . let me rephrase it .. yes ! 32 .. i would start to look for adoption program .. my desire to have a baby is stronger than having a husband by that age .. im serious! I dont want to talk much about why i desire to have baby more than having a husband by the age of 32 but i want to write on my dream of having a baby ..
If i have a baby :

1. i would name him , Abel ( the first generation ever in the bible) or if her, jasmine ( i love the flower and it sounds lovely for a lady)
   
2. I would read loudly to my baby everytime i have time or everytime before goes to bed. (my parent never did that but still the reading habits cultivated in us .. )and pray together with my baby ( my parent never be the perfect parent but they pray for their kids , thats make them the perfect parent ever.)
   
3. I would create scrap book or album for my baby's progression and of course to blog about my daily life with my baby. ( i might be the most popular blogger and mother at the same time )
4. I would let my parent to babysit my baby because i want my baby to enjoy the love of Grandparent ( my grandmom died when i was 5, then the rest of my grandparent never have the chance to stay closed with me coz of the distance)
5. I would go for jogging while pushing the baby cart ... i want my baby to enjoy the park scenery everyday
   
6. I would cultivate the habits of eating natural or organic food to my baby . healthy lifestyle
7. I would not put t.v in my bedroom for less radiation effect on my sleeping baby (i have to watch my fav show in the living room)
8. I would start to open up a bank account or investment for my baby for the future education and etc expenses ( the mistake my parent did, they never open 1 for me)
9. I would tag my baby along to watch dance or music or art class ( i hope he or she would be one of my successsor in the church to teach the kids in dance, music or drama )
10. I would love my baby as how i love myself or even more than loving myself
    

This is baby xavier, my nephew .. my favourite baby ever ... Everytime i look at him or play with him or babysit him .... my desire to have baby is growing stronger and stronger .. i love this baby , he is smart, obedient, polite and cutest of the cutest ..


xoxo

*p/s im still looking for a husband material and get my own child tho .. this is just a dream which it may happen of not to happen

Smelly foot!

was actually looking for office slipper or home slipper.

But I got masef cute fluffy puppy sliper!

My foot usually sweating even under d air-con .. It caused smell whenever I wear it off .. I seriously dun know like d unpleasant smell .. Dont know d cause .. I wipe d shoe everytime b4 I wear it, spray deodorant on my foot or spread body butter to avoid d smell but ..... D unpleasant smell is remain ...

Please if any of you knows d way to avoid it

Xoxo

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Ku sembahMu Yesus (higher deeper)

Was awake in d middle of d nite so this is what I found ..
'because of Jesus, my life is worth of the living life'

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I work for shoes and bags!

i support Malaysian product by buying it ... I am so proud of being Malaysian with the products or power brand by Summits and Mary John. I got this things within 3 months

1. Mary john shoe - got it on sale

2. Bags from the Summits. The black one is my mom's .. the other two is mine. bought it with membership discounts.. i wont buy thing without discounts nowsaday :P